Rainbow Bright!

As none of you know... I am half Greek. I recently colored my hair back dark brown. I am not sure it looks good, but I giving it a try. I want to be all natural for the wedding which is in 160 days. Wheew its coming fast.. Anyways back to my hair. I have been blonde for about 5 years now. I just went to walmart three days ago and bought dark brown and Bam here I am now. I will post pictures of it probably tomorrow. I need to know what you guys think.

Along with my new hair color, my skin color is currently Bright red. I usually don't burn at all due to the olive skin, but I am burnt. I absolutely think this is the worst feeling in the world. I am especially burnt right under neath my boobs, needless to say I haven't worn a bra. I am hoping and praying that I dont peel because I'm laying out again tomorrow. I am a great canidate for skin cancer. I try not to use baby oil and oil sheen so much, but its kinda hard. I seriously lay in the sun for five or more hours at a time. I am going to look like an old grandma when I am 40. :(

As I said our wedding is 160 days away and I have nothing done especially my colors. Hmm. I know they are Red and ??... Do I need a second color? Can I just do red and white. Is that tacky? He will be in his dress blues, so basically I am having a red white and blue wedding. :( I'm not happy about that. I don't want to do black though it would look good, but I don't know where I would incorporate it at! My bridesmaids dresses are red and the groomsmen are wearing black suits with red vests! I am totally lost. It's not everyday I have to plan a wedding. I want it to be perfect, but I also want it to be over with. I need a planner! The thought of five more thousands makes me cringe. I guess I am flying solo with the planning. I have the place, food, dj, cake, dress, flowers, and favors. I need some help! UGH! What else do I need??

Part two!

I finally talked to him a few days ago....

I honestly feel like Iraq is complete CRAP!!!!! He said he doesn't want us to slpit up because we are one of the last couples that are still together. These women are leaving their husbands/ boyfriends/ fiancees!! WHOEVER!! it doesn't matter you just don't do that!

He really told me some messed up stories about these poor men. They get married to someone a month before they leave so they will pull in more money and their spouse spends it all and then leaves! These men are not very smart in their decisions, but whatever. Women are leaving to become strippers and what not! Lovey knows I would never leave or cheat on him, but whatever!

I must get off that subject, but back to his insane family.. His grandma sent my a message on FB asking for my address and my mom's to send us invitations to lunch!! WHATT?? Who does that? I have previously explained the money situation and I think this is more than I can handle!

Maybe I am blowing this whole situation with his family out of hand, but really lunch?? An invitation?? I find it ridiculous and hilarious at the same time! Lovey is gone 10 months out of every year and I have to deal with 3 to 4 WONDERRRRFULL! phone calls each day! The only reason they are calling me is to make themselves look like angels! I told lovey that they were insane, but he just shrugged his shoulders and said I am glad I am not home!

Anyways, I got this new phone and its the Samsung Delve! NEVER buy this phone ever. I have no clue how to work it! I guess that proves that I am not very smart. I can't figure out how to blue tooth anything to anyone! Err it makes me so mad and the ringtones are very low and I can barely hear them! I don't want to take it back, but I seriously yell at the phone! I thought having a nice new touch screen phone would be nice, but NO!

After venting about his phone and his family I think it is time for bed! SO goodnight all!

Why??

This post is going to be very ugly! I hate that I have to express myself this way, but here we go.
I woke up this morning to my sweetheart calling me. I was happy that we got to talk for about an hour, but when he got off the phone he was not happy due to the Military. ( Its always something)

I went on about my day and I met Kellee at David's Bridal to go look at wedding dresses for the third day in a row! She finally found THE dress and its absolutely beautiful on her..

I wore these really cute wedge heels today and by the time we left David's my feet had blisters on them.. :(

My day was going amazing until the crazy dumbass blisters... And then I get the wonderful phone call from TQ, Iraq!

WOO! My conversation started out as me saying hey and why aren't you asleep its 4 o'clock in the morning.... and then lovey said " Have you talked to any of my family" and I was like no why. He said " My grandma (Meemaw) wants to give a luncheon for every woman close in your family and mine" ( mom, grandma, his sister, his sister in law, my mom, and my grandma) I said " Ok cool when?" He says " This Friday" and then I lost it..

I calmly explained to him that I need about a weeks notice for these kinda things. I had already made plans for this week and this weekend. ( Which I could easily change, but I dont want to) He got all worked up and said " Well don't call my mom and ask about it because it might not happen" WAIT WHAT!!!! I haven't talked to his mom in over three weeks, not to mention any of his family. They are not like me or any of my family. They are very snooty and stuck up, which we are not. To be completely honest I come from a much wealthier family than him, but my family would never show it.

Anyways back to what I was ranting and raving about.. I simply explained to him that I would rally up my troops and we would go to his family's gathering with smiles on our faces. I dropped the conversation at that. He goes on with it though. ( Why do men do that?) He asked me if I hated/disliked his entire family. I told I little white lie and explained that I absolutely LOVED each and every one of them. I know I should have told him the truth, but he is in Iraq and I don't want to get him worked up over there because he can't do anything, obviously!

I told him to go to bed and to call me in the morning when I was at home and could actually talk to him on Skpe! Oh by the way Skype is absolutely amazing! I told him I would talk to him later that I loved him and to have a goodnight ect.....

I went on my two mile walk and it was great. I felt great and I knew I would sleep amazing when I got home! Oh no I thought wrong. I got on my Facebook and I had a message from him saying.. "Please dont let anything happen to us I love you too much, I will explain tommorow goodnight" REALLY!!!! That could be a horrible thing or it could be a great thing. I dont know what to think about it. I have cried my eyes out and asked for opinions, but I feel so alone because my wedding is paid for and I love him way to much to let all of this go down the drain.

I just dont know if I can deal with his family if they hate me like I assume. I dont want to feel like that, but I have no other way of thinking I would rather think the worse than the best. I dont know!! I really need help with this one!

When I talk to him I will keep you guys updated whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.

He changed his mind once again........

Ok now we are going to Disney World for the lovely honeymoon, personally I couldn't be more excited. I had been telling him to go for oh a year now. Finally I get my way with this one thing! I am super stoked about it. Im not big into snow skiing or just being stuck somewhere with nothing to do not to mention he wanted to go to the beach and we live 2 seconds from a flippin beach!

I dont know why I love disney world so much I think it is because you can be a kid again and just have fun with the person that means the most to you...

I am going to be totally random with this, but I will be here in this bigg house all alone thur-mon. I am not a happy camper. I guess I will go get my 3 year old little brother to stay with me. I dont know what it is about being alone, but I absolutely hate it.

One more thing... I got to talk to Drew today for what seemed like forever... Im not use to talking to him that long or this much. He didn't look good today he looked wore out and super sleepy. He said he had not been to sleep in about 3 days. I also felt really bad because I was being Miss Poop Pants ( as he says) and I was complaining about how hott it was down here, when I know he is way hotter than I will ever be. Anyways this blog was totally random and pointless!! Goodnight all!

Wedding Planning Stinks Big time!

So, as most of you know Drew and I are getting married on Nov 7,2009! I am so excited, but stressed at the same time. I want to hurry up and get this junk over with ASAP! AH!!

I picked up my dress yesterday and if I say so myself it is the prettiest dress I have ever seen. I still can't fit into it yet! BUMMER! I am on this new diet called the "mayo" diet and its killing me. I have lost 15 pound though. WHEEW! Only 20 more to go.

I have a question about favors? I was thinking cute little Koozies with our names and the date on them. Corny? I like the whole idea of it!! I need suggestions about all of this. haha.

I have the place, photographer, cateror, flowers...? Hmm what else I am so lost with this whole thing that I dont know what to..

After the wedding I have to pack all of my junk up and move a couple of states away! :( Yay for the Military! I haven't warmed up to the whole thing just yet....

Back to the wedding...sorry...I think I am going to buy Drew two wedding bands.. A white gold one and a Tungston one.. One for work and one for me to look at. I dont want the $500 band to get all scratched up and it to be ridiculously ugly, so whatever!

I really need advice so please help!
Thanks a MillioN!

Wacky Wednesday!

Today could have been the second worst day of my life.....

CRAPPY CRAPPY CRAPPY!

Ok so I know all of you are wondering why I am expressing that my day was sheer awfulness...
I woke up this morning after getting a whooping 3 hours of sleep last night and I went to work.

8:00....The baby is teething and he decided he wanted to Poop all over me not once, but twice! AH! Im not even a mother yet and Im getting pooped on!

2:00....So I thought my day couldn't possibly get any worse.....OK! I went to pay a bill and I found out that it was 4 days late and I had to pay a $$10$$ late fee on it....I went on about my day!

7:00....I brought my Wal-Mart bags in and I tripped over my own two feet and boom I broke my brand new $20.00 vase that I had bought maybe 5 minutes prior to me dropping it and it shattering into a million pieces all over the floor!!!!

8:00....I went to put water in the refrigerate and when i moved the milk jug........Apparently the cap wasn't on the jug so it went everywhere!!! All over me and frig and my grandmothers rug!> I Cried... :(

8:09... I go to get my grapefruit out of the refrigerater and I dropped it and it went everywhere so after I mopped the floor I had to remop! AHH

8:30.. I had froze my water bottle and when I opened it....It went CABOOOM and exploded all over me and the floor........3rd time mopping today.....

As you can tell I have not had a very good day. Lets pray that tomorrow turns out a little better

Honeymooners!

My day started at 7:00 this morning after a long night of working. Crazy I know right! I wanted to sleep in until atleast 8 or 9 o'clock, but Drew had other plans for me. He called this morning like I said I 7:00! It was the usual good morning, love you, and how has your week been?

I thought today was going to be my typical Sunday just hanging out around the house and cleaning up! Oh no. I looked down at the clock and it was already 10:00 and I was still talking to him Via Skype. :) He was talking about our Honeymoon which will take place on the 8th of November!

I didn't think you had to start planning ahead this early, but apparently he wanted too. We started talking about it and before I knew the clock said 12:00. Thats 5 hours of just sitting in front of the computer in my pajamas talking to Lovey. Before I knew it he had me going to all kinds of crazy websites trying to look for a place to go.

2:00 we finally decided on a place.. Aspen, Colorado! Sounds fun? I hope it is going to be. We booked the flight, car, and hotel. Wheww Thank the lord that only took until 3:30. I swear we don't agree on much, but I love him to death.

4:00 Which is 12:00 his time (Iraq) he had to go on patrol (back to work)... He informed me that he hasn't been to bed in three days and that the Hummer almost burnt down on Wed due to electrical fire. Whew that makes me feel really safe..

Anywho... The wedding is booked and the honeymoon all we have to do is make it to November!
Does anyone know anything about Colorado? If so please let me know. I have never been skiing and I have only seen snow once! I know I know I am in for it! Haha!

Friday Madness!!

Today was not the usaul Friday....

I woke up today to small children screaming. It was insane because I am not a mother and I do not live with small children. I woke up to find out that my cousins were here! Since when are kids out of school for no reason at all? I think the school board will let these kids out for no reason at all. I thought about it and thought about it I dont think Drew and I are going to have children for atleast five years. I think that we need to spend "our" time together before we have to wake up to screaming kids.

I also realized today that kids don't do the same things as I did when I was 7 and 3.. I use to play outside until I had to come in. These kids won't even go outside they say it is to hot for them. All they wanted to do was play on the computer and watch tv. When I was little you couldn't make me come inside til 7 o'clock. I think that they need to have a national play day where they shut down computers and tv so the kids have to go outside and play.

Maybe thats why so many kids are obese now because we have all this GREAT technology out and they dont have to run and sweat! Maybe my perspectives will change when I become a mother until then unless I'm proved wrong I will probably still believe my theory!

Anyways I'm done with that! I was thinking about going to Lay out in the sun tomorrow, but my boss called and told me I had to work.:( Bleh She ruined my plans of soaking up the sun! I am not happy about that at all..